Smthing was wrong from the start.
Didnt have energy to work. Guess it was a sign of things to come. Surprisingly, there was
alot of staff today. BUT, things dint really turn out well..
THings just kept coming.. Even my AN did me a favour in giving me a headache by giving a suppository to the wrong patient.. THANK GOD i din need to write a report on it...
Even when my seniors went for a break, things dint get better..
Ok, we help each other.. But when i help, nobody else helped me.. I mean, sending a patient for a scan, is the responsibility of the team of nurses the patient is under.
ITs not under my care, yet
im supposed to send?
WTF? I delegate, yet everybody refuse to help.. DAMMIT..
Better yet,
im in need of help on a topic that is so foreign to me.. But my seniors are not sure bout it.. The help offered was well... lets just say i should just try and error instead.. I
needa believe in myself more..
These are the days i hate my work. Fuck!! I Hate to depend on others.. But
WTF can i do if its something new to me?
ITs not like there are policies that i can find to help answer my questions. I dont wanna make mistakes so i ask.. Yet i get less than helpful answers.
This is a reminder to myself.. Depend on yourself... Not others to teach.. Nobody teaches...
