Monday 29 October 2007
Random thoughts again
08:24
Time really flies... Its been 3 months.. Almost a month without any decent communication.. The truth is you dun care at all.. I though i could forget it all.. Turns out that memories cant be forgotten.. They can only be buried and locked.. Looking at the calander was like unlocking the past.. I wonder why i still care... OMG.... Damn...
Sunday 28 October 2007
Click!
07:31
Watching this old show "click" today.. Thou i watched it before, i still felt drawn to watching it.. Its kinda an emo show watching it a 2nd time round.. I guess its kinda a thing tat happens alot nowadays. Alot of ppl working like crazy chasing their careers, while ignoring their family members..
Well, sad but true, ppl value money over love. Its true u need money to raise a family, to give them material gifts. But is spending quality time with yr family not equally impt? Does material goods make them happy?
We all needa have a balance btwn the 2..
Thursday 25 October 2007
Its ALL aBt this
01:55
At the end of the day, Work boils down to this. $$$$$...
Got my pay slip today... Kinda disappointed... Dunno how much i expected, but the tot of having ard 1.5 aft CPF deduction is damn sian ah.. Like so litte... Give money here and there then left with a small sum left... ARGH!!!!
Sunday 21 October 2007
Gym day
00:56
Finally after countless weeks and mths, i went back to the gym.. Time really plays a big part. The strength is gone.. Becoming weak again. Haha.. Must pump more iron!!
Positivity!! Look at things as half full, not half empty.. Thats what i oughta do.. Shall start!!
Friday 19 October 2007
Health care is good?
05:18
Hmmm... Have to change the way i see things. Or not forever will be down.. HAha.. Work is far from enjoyable.. The only positive is the eye candy bahz... But then again, no time or interest to look when work swarms...
Is marriage that great?? See so many people around my age in my ward married or getting married.. Ball and chain man..
Why is health care in Sg consider one of the best? Its so fucked up. Over worked staff. Stupid nurse to patient ratio. Long working hours. Little rest days. No wonder nurses come and go. WHY ON EARTH IS THE SITUATION STILL THE SAME??? Years has not change it at all.
Should i just break the stupid bond?? Its just money...
Sunday 14 October 2007
Farking Lies
06:42
OMFG.. How many more lies do i need?? FARK!! Am i cursed to meet liars??? DAMN!! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!
Princess and dirt
05:59
Hmmm.. Facts of life.. Nvr treat a gal like a princess.. She will get sick of you. As stupid as it sounds, the better you treat someone, the less she will like you.. Giving her everything within your ability does not make her love you more. Its a matter of fact that the less you want her, it makes her want you more.. But treat her like dirt and watch her leave.
So what do they want??
Give up?
04:53
Chatting with an old friend earlier on, she said that i gave up too easily on things. Is that true?? THoughts.... Maybe its the things i did wrong..
Friday 12 October 2007
DUnno??
10:08
Today is a day where things go so wrong.. ARGh.. First, plans for saturday took a hit, and forced to be cancelled.. CRAP.. No sentosa trip.. haiz..
Learned a important Lesson today. Plan out events before going out on holiday eve.. Everywhere was "people mountain, people sea".. Damned!!! Ended up only eating and drinking coffee at star bucks.. PLAN PLAN PLAN!!
Its kinda weird that doing the same thing with friends and with a loved one has so different reaction. When you screw things up, your friends wont really penalize you that badly, but yr gf wont behave the same.. Eg. You din plan a proper outing and it went wrong, friends can laugh it off.. But a Gf will give you hell for that.. Why is that so?? Gf gives you more problems because she expects more??
Somebody enlighten me..
I wonder why people have the tendency to think i like someone just because i talk to certain people more often.. FOR GOD SAKE... Its a female environment!!! OF COZ I'LL TALK TO FEMALES... WHAT IS WRONG WITH EVERYBODY
Wednesday 3 October 2007
Bland
05:36
THings suddenly feel so bland...
Nth seem to be of any interest..
Just feel like giving up..
Having a bad temper...
Just feel so... ARGH
Its really the perception
I wonder what is going on with me
There is no way out here
What a life this is
Just so...
Just so...
Dead...
Tuesday 2 October 2007
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08:01
What do i think??
This is so crappy
Why am i so negative
Guess its events that happen
Cant say i think too much
Becoz actual facts are its pretty screwed up
People don't understand
They din go through it
I dont expect them to understand
Biggest mistake?
Believing In LoVe
Monday 1 October 2007
Lies, lies, more lies...
03:20
I wonder, is it better to never hear the truth? Thou you know it, but hearing it is still a big blow.. Maybe i should be glad that through this few people i learn so many lessons on life.. The ugly truth, and the beautiful lies.. I guess i'll have to say that the ugly truth is better in the long run.. Or maybe, its better to never know the truth at all?
The world is such a small place. Never did i expect to meet someone who gave me an insight to past events.. Sigh.. Maybe not knowing would have been better?
All the lies.. Just lies.. How many more lies were told?? The whole thing was a lie.. Its kinda funny.. Knowing back then how full of lies you were, yet i chose to believe.. Shows the stupidity...
