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Sezerth's Haven Under The Stars.

Just waiting...

Tuesday, 15 April 2008
Changes
04:52

How many atime do ppl get into a r/s with someone just because he/she is there for them?? Do ppl actually wait for the one they truely love?? Is it a waste of time to do so?? Or would it suit them better to find the one thats at their side?? Ultimately, do such r/s last??

Do ppl see better from outside looking in? Is a friend's opinion wise to heed?? Promises are just like a heart - meant to be broken.


Friday, 11 April 2008
What Matters?
07:06

Life is just so fragile. Have u seen a person's life slip right througH yr fingers? Life disappears so easily. AdvancemenT in medicine doesnt mean longer life..

Nothing is certain the next day. U never know what the FUture hoLds... Treat your love ones with care and concern, Not SCreaMS anD SCOLDINGs. HoLD on to the oneS u treasure, 4 tHE next day they might be gone.. Be slow to angeR But quick to forgive..

Let the onE u love knOw it.. For TOmorrow MIGHT NEver come...


Monday, 7 April 2008
Crash and burn
02:22

Just feel so much hate and disappointment.. U r ALL THE SAME.. TO HELL WITH IT...
F@#$ U BLooDY B!tC^Es...


Friday, 4 April 2008
Loads of Bricks..
07:07

There is alot on my mind..
Too much to say..
Dunno what is wrong this 2 days..
Got the hate work feeling again..
Feel like changing the environment..
Well, at least BAI LEI are going to be leaving soon..
Wonder how the new people will be like..
Haiz.. Still doing crappy work.. Sub par standard...


Somethings are better left untouched.. At least the memories are untarnished.. Leaving things as a "what if" is much more beautiful, than to have an image destroyed by human actions. Fate plays cruel jokes.. Im so used to it that it sickens me.. The human mind changes as fast as ytd's milk.. "People" can be trusted if i see pigs flying...


Thursday, 3 April 2008
Crappy Day
06:26

Smthing was wrong from the start. Didnt have energy to work. Guess it was a sign of things to come. Surprisingly, there was alot of staff today. BUT, things dint really turn out well.. THings just kept coming.. Even my AN did me a favour in giving me a headache by giving a suppository to the wrong patient.. THANK GOD i din need to write a report on it...

Even when my seniors went for a break, things dint get better.. Ok, we help each other.. But when i help, nobody else helped me.. I mean, sending a patient for a scan, is the responsibility of the team of nurses the patient is under. ITs not under my care, yet im supposed to send? WTF? I delegate, yet everybody refuse to help.. DAMMIT..

Better yet, im in need of help on a topic that is so foreign to me.. But my seniors are not sure bout it.. The help offered was well... lets just say i should just try and error instead.. I needa believe in myself more..

These are the days i hate my work. Fuck!! I Hate to depend on others.. But WTF can i do if its something new to me? ITs not like there are policies that i can find to help answer my questions. I dont wanna make mistakes so i ask.. Yet i get less than helpful answers.

This is a reminder to myself.. Depend on yourself... Not others to teach.. Nobody teaches...


Wednesday, 2 April 2008
Stealing
08:07

Had a conversation with a friend today.. Was talking about random stuffs when an interesting topic popped up. "Would you go after someone that is attached?"

For whatever logical reason you can try to come up with, it doesn't give justification..
Would you want yr bf/gf to be chased by someone?
The feeling ain't good..
Especially if you found out only after the "thief" stole yr "goods".
Wearing "a green hat" ain't good for health..


Of course there will be people that believe in different schools of thoughts.
This is just my 2cents worth.
As the saying goes " what goes around comes around". Karma i believe?


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