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Sezerth's Haven Under The Stars.

Just waiting...

Monday, 26 November 2007
DoomsDay?
18:58

Haiz... Not looking forward to work later.. Going to expect some form of counselling frm my ward sister.. Sian man..
DUnno why so sway, always have so much problems appearing. I never expected life to be this way.. During student days, i never had such problems.. Really demoralising.. I need some rest.. I am only 2mths in, and already thinking of leaving this Sh!t job...


Saturday, 10 November 2007
Hate that i...
21:39

ARGH...
Feeling so messed up right now..
Dunno what i want..
Everything is so confusing..
What does the future holds?

Love the Sun becoz it warms us,
But love the rain becoz its cleanses the spirit

Love the light 4 it shows the way,
But love the dark 4 it shows the stars

Embrace happiness for it enlarges the heart,
But endure sufffering for it opens the soul..


Friday, 9 November 2007
Enough is enough
06:34

when to say enough is enough?
it is when you did everything but it seems you are doing nothing...
it is when you love enough but the person you r loving seems not growing...
it is when you have to carry her even if she is very able and capable...
it is when you becomes a fool to the extent that even you could no longer respect yourself...
it is when your so exhausted and finaly too tired to go on...
when things went out wrong...
think and pray...
dont just hold on because of the years you spent together...
fly and be free


Wednesday, 7 November 2007
eisohatnkw
08:42

Interesting day..
Did a course on safe manual handling. THere was this "amazing Hoist" that was supposed to help carry heavy patients. So it would be that it was supposed to be safe ya know?? Lets just say i din have a pleasent experience.. My friend that used it on me use settings for smaller ppl, and the strap that went between the legs was... I dun wanna futher elaborate.. Haha.. Use imagination.. Shud hav scolded the living hell out of him man..

Seems that im addicted to pain.. Coz i keep finding ways and means to give myself pain. No, i Dun enjoy pain.. Its like a constant thorn that refuses to leave.

I hate apples... No special reason.. I shudnt use the word hate.. I'll stick with dislike? Disgusted?

Ppl come and ppl go.. Friends are the same.. Its only when darkness falls that you learn who yr friends are.. R they busy with they r/s? Or do they just not care?

Why do ppl procreate?? Its actually not because they wanna replace the numbers, its due to other reasons... eg shotgun, unplanned, etc...

Fark, why do i always feel so motivated to write shity stuffs... Damn.. Fark... Shity mood causes lousy thoughts..

The past shud just die.. DIE? DIE!!! 3 ppl that i used to wish nth but the best for.. Now i wish for them the best of nth..


Tuesday, 6 November 2007
If That's Ok With You
04:53

Why? Its a catchy song!! Thou the mtv seems so bloody GAY!! The lyrics are actually far from Gay.. Ppl shud listen to it.. It aint that easy to dance like a Gay??


My own dictionary
03:57

They are all the same. Period. Never treat them well. The smart ones treat them like dirt from the start. Hey, they deserve it. THey wanna be stampled on. They thrive on attention. Remove that, and they cling to you. Thats why you call them bitches.
:)


Sunday, 4 November 2007
Work work work
05:23

Is work really that fun??
Do you dread going to work daily??
Having the Pre monday blues..
My only rest day and its over just like that..
Hai..
Shundnt be sian..
But cant help it.
Going back to smthing that makes u feel insignificant doesnt help...
The company does help..
I have to get independent soon!!! ARGH!!
Why does my work still look so foreign to me!!!!

Somethings are better left forgotten.. But somethings just never seem to go away... Facts never change.. Its a matter of whether you choose to accept it, or live in denial...
Im like in a grey zone..

SIan siAn sIaN


Cant even find "cheap" pc games anymore... Wasted the evening trying to find...

LIFE!!! GEt Better leh... Let work be smooth, or at least let me uncover 40k??


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